I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope you're all doing okay. As hard as this may sound, but you're going to have to take the responsibility and be your family's rock. It most definitely won't be easy, but you're going to have to be strong for the sake of everyone you love.

Well yeah I figured that much but I want someone to vent to

I don't have advice for you, but I do have condolences. It's alright to feel sad and depressed after a loss of someone so important to you. I wish you and your family the best

What's wrong?

Better get advice from a real counsellor, not random strangers on the internet