I saw the chat, and I hope she's alright.

Wait did that chat get deleted? If so she might still be alive and she wanted to hide what she’d done since her last comment seemed like she was starting to black out

I just hope she’s alright, I know what it’s like to be there and wouldn’t want anyone else to experience what she’s going through

Does anyone know how either of them are?

I believe Interactive is receiving help but I'm not sure, he hasn't been on but his mum saved him so at least we know his family is aware of it. We have no idea about Wims though, hopefully we hear from her or someone she knows soon.

I can get into her chat via my comments but it isn't appearing on the actual chat section so it may be hidden.

I think the chat is just further down the list.

You're right. It's not there but I think it shouldn't be hidden as this is an important topic and shouldn't be covered up.

Maybe it's for her privacy or a legal matter. If it becomes a legal matter than the chat would be linked and investigated and it would be difficult when others tamper with it or add anything after the act was done. I'm not sure but all we can really do is wait and hope she comes through and she's okay.

Hey. This is really awkward but yeah, I called 911 apparently. I don't remember much during that time. I don't know what to say other than that I'm getting help, and that I'm getting sent to love with my brother legally now. I might not have full motor control in my left hand after I heal, but I'm alive. I don't know what to feel right now, but I think I'm going to keep trying. The support you guys gave me ended up meaning everything in the end, so thank you.

*live

I'm sooo glad that you're still here!! I've been thinking about you wondering if you made it. I'm really glad that you're getting help and that your living arrangements are better. I'm so glad that you're here (((hugs)))

Wimsy you don't know how glad I am to hear that!!!!!!!!!! I can only imagine the road you have ahead of you, but you are here and you are trying and we care!

You have no idea how relieved I am right now. I am so so happy you're going to keep trying, that's the first step to recovery and this entire community is here to support you. If there's anything we can do let us know. Seriously, I'm so happy you're here. I don't know if you do feel these things but just in case, don't feel ashamed or guilty or like you did the wrong thing, you did what you thought was best at the time. It's going to take awhile to feel comfortable and like "you" again but you'll get there. We love you and don't think that's some stupid "pity love", that's a real we love you.

I thought she was straight up gone and nobody was going to talk about this.

Thank you guys. I really don't feel like me. I keep waking up and wondering if anything's real anymore. The dude my brother takes me to on Thursdays says I have severe disassociative depression and whatnot else but it doesn't make anything feel more real even though I know now what it is that's wrong with me. I appreciate all of you guys. @parisqeen you have been especially supportive, and a lot of what you said is what I needed to hear, so thank you.

Hey, I'm just glad you're here and read what I had to say. Dissociative depression and depersonalisation suck and take awhile to get over as you kinda have to "come back" to feel fixed but that will happen eventually. I know I'm not your psychologist/psychiatrist and I don't have a degree to prove anything but I can try and give some advice I find helped with me (You don't have to take it). I found researching helps, just to get an idea of WHY your brain and body do this. As you probably know, it's an extreme defense mechanism used by the brain as it can't find anyway to cope with intense stress and trauma so it just "leaves". Unfortunately this can last a very long time, especially with continuous stress so you just don't feel anything at all, like although you are doing things it's not you who is moving and speaking etc. Secondly, grounding yourself, I write in a diary, sometimes I don't want to but at least the option is there so I have a physical release of emotion and thoughts. et

Drawing works too, even scribbles. So does singing. Anything that helps you release feelings, it helps make you feel more present and more in control. Lastly, time and love. Be patient with yourself, don’t hate yourself for not being able to feel, it’s not your fault as you can’t control how you mentally react to things like this but with time you will learn to be able to. Keep friends and family around you, even when you just want to be empty and by yourself, sit with them, keep social interactions up so eventually you’ll feel real happiness when you laugh. I won’t say anymore as I don’t want to bombard you and you don’t even have to read this. Just be kind with and to yourself, with time you will get better and from here you’ll only improve.

You are such a great help. Thank you so much. I'm going to try drawing, I like art :)

I'm glad to hear that, art is beautiful and not only helps with expressing emotion but just lets you relax too and sink into this therapeutic concentration.