I do, and I’ve gotten quite the bit of weird stares because of it.

Yes. It sometimes freaks me out so I try not to do it too often.

No, not anymore. I used too but it made me sad, now when I think about life I try not too dwell on it too deeply and just push myself in a state of calm and gratitude for what I have now.

Yes, have done many times. It takes some practice to get out of it, but I find it's best to try to get to a calmer state as parisqeen mentions.

Yeah, occasionally but not as much as I used to.

Yup. I have a whole album that puts me into that state

Yes. But right now I'm having a phase where I'm looking around and I see no one doing anything meaningful. We're all living our lives in treadmills and everything we fill our daily lives with is futile.

As much as I understand this feeling, I try and disagree with it. So many people are doing so many things that have meaning and value. Even yourself I can use as an example, aren't you planning on becoming a tattoo artist? Doesn't that bring you joy? Doesn't the thought of making others happy with your passion and skill for art have meaning? I think anything that makes you feel good has value. We aren't "filling" our lives, every single action we do changes us, like it literally creates new pathways in your brain which in turn changes you as a person, which again changes how you view and live life. I hope this feeling for you passes cause even your comments or posts here make a positive difference, that gives you meaning.

@rydler share this album

We live our lives for the future. They’re going to look back at us and be glad we existed.

I used to, but now I think it's pretty simple. Trying to see the whole thing at once is pretty bad but then I started to just focus on the "now" and I put away the "what if" part and it became pretty noice and straightforward

Only focus on what you can change. Let everything else do as it will

That doesn't help anyone. And in the end, life isn't as complicated at all. It seems confusing sometimes andgod, it's tiring, but life only gets as complicated as you let it become, or as you make it.

I'm just trying to get the day over
Each day
Every day

It's nothing amazing yet. Still adding some songs here and there.
https://open.spotify.com/user/rydl6gang/playlist/2Q78IR4hNrDmAV085B929w?si=sUsBQEP8S5ehafqxvQC4xg

The feeling kinda reminds me of sinking in water, hence the name of the playlist