I dont understand why I always think like this

If you always assume the worst youll always be pleasantly surprised.

"Guess I better start getting used to the life of an orphan"

This happened to me yesterday when I was expecting pizza when my mom came home and I kept thinking "man she could've been in an accident and all you're thinking of is the pizza how ungrateful"

THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS TO ME.

I thought I was the only one!

Its called anxiety. Have had it my whole life