Confession time: I once was at Malta with some friends and made out with quite a few guys. Almost sober. Now most nights I don't fall asleep immediately so I get sucked into an infinite loop of guilt and shame until I go on funsubstance for distraction.
I do this every single night. I don't know how to stop it, I just keep going over all the worst parts of every day of my life. I don't go to sleep until 2am just thinking, thinking, thinking.
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