People always tell me things I have done in the past but I never remember

I find waking up after a night of drinking and trying to work out wtf happened quite fun actually

This, deja vu, and dreams. My dreams are so real and vivid that almost every time I wake up I don't know where the hell I am.

Nah, it would just be memory of me doing the same shit everyday for decades.

I'm fine with forgetting certain humiliations, thank you.

It's worse with PTSD- I don't remember anything before I was 8, barely have bits and pieces of my teenage years, and still have trouble remembering certain times as an adult. It's been a challenge day to day. Adding this on top doesn't help!