I am familiar with that thought process, took me years to finally call someone. Didn't work anyway.
That is awesome you found a way to communicate comfortably, I know how tough making a simple phone call can be.
Be well.
Thank you for your kind thoughts and I hope you feel better but this is not my story, I only shared it for it's message, if you ever need to talk to someone I am here
Crisis Text Line is a free and confidential service that I'm so proud to be a part of. For more info, you can go to crisistextline.org. We are always looking for volunteers. This service is 24/7/365.
Tonight is hard at 930pm eastern time my mom has been dead six months, and both my best friend and aunt also died this year. I've lost all the people who kept me sane by just being around for me when times got tough.
I am so sorry for your loss, my thought and (if you will allow them) prayers are with you and your family, I know it seems cheesy remember that there are people that care about you, I am not a professional though so texting or calling suicide hotlines may help you more, or even calling a loved one. I hope all is well soon
I'm extremely happy you found something that works, I know how hard it is to find someone that you're willing to open up to. I hope you keep getting better and I'm always here to talk if you want to :)
That is awesome you found a way to communicate comfortably, I know how tough making a simple phone call can be.
Be well.