This hurts so much. Probably the emotional damage equivalent of being in a group and starting the same sentence over and over again and then just stopping because fuck it, no one's listening anyway. Makes me feel so damn alone.
I always hate having something to share but cant because of some stipulation. I'd love to show my family and friends, my welding friends more than anyone, what it is that i do but i just can't.
I posted a pic the other day of one of my welds, only problem is that's only a small fraction of the stuff i do. The pharmaceutical industry is extremely secretive.
Happened to me and so I stopped telling them shit about my projects and hobbies and now that I've gotten awards for my projects they are offended I didn't tell them. I don't like being alone but tell me why it feels better than when I'm with my friends....
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