Mine was an abusive, racist, homophobic 'hyper-religious' drunk. Pretty much a textbook hypocritical ass. His wife wasn't any better, to put it mildly they were a perfect match but horrible parents and not mine as far as I care!
I feel for you. Move forward my dear and move past it if you can. You sound so angry and hurt and I don't blame you. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL regardless of what assess your had as parents.
I have moved on, I disowned them a decade ago moved three states over took over my grandfathers defunct dairy farm and put it back in production been happy ever since. Though I left them with one promise I will visit their graves but it's not a gonna be a friendly visit.
I am hereby assuming the role of father figure in your life.
*clears throat*
You're not leaving this house until you clean your room, and don't even think about using that internet of yours
I miss my daddy
*clears throat*
You're not leaving this house until you clean your room, and don't even think about using that internet of yours
Some times i just start touching little kids, then fal lover and have a stroke