Friendship is difficult sometimes

I've been accused of not answering texts that I've never received, I've even shown people that I didn't get a message from them (I don't delete messages especially if they could be an alibi)

Which is how I lost most of my friends. I honestly love them but I wil just randomly cut of any ties and will not message them untill they message me

It’s good to check up on your friends tho. It doesn’t hurt to ask how they are or what’s new in their life. A simple checkup is all it takes.