I had a 'day off' today which means I got off work at 7 am, I have been awake and active since 10pm last night, I drove my father to a doctors appointment today, I've done laundry, dishes cleaned my house went grocery shopping, winterized three farm tractors and picked my kid up from school then cooked dinner for me and him. If all goes well bedtime will be 9pm if not 10 pm. Sleep will be three maybe four hours until I wake up with a headache or other sleep disturbance. On top of that I go back to work tomorrow night! Will I sleep tomorrow before work? Who knows depends on how much of the world wants a piece of my ass via cell phone!
Things didn't go well. Got called into work because one of my infantile coworkers stubbed their toe and can't walk.... I've reported to work after having teeth pulled (due to being assaulted during a robbery) with a back injury on top, broken finger, partially amputated finger reattached same day. And this moron calls off cause of sore toe! One of these days I'm going to just have to walk in slam 10 staples into my hand clock in and show them what work really is! I get it, pain is a relative thing a paper cut for one person can need morphine while apparently I can manage to have several cracked ribs and a messed up vertebrae and be in slight discomfort and laugh about it.
I haven't had a good night's sleep since the day before I gave birth.
Just go to fucking bed.