I wish that people would know the cover up for the area 51 raid had repercussions. They let the virus out and we're paying the price. We need our alien hero Will Smith to suit up and do what needs to be done.
Honestly just kinda wish I could get my shit together. It's proven to be arbitrarily more difficult for me, with no clear reason why. I would like it to not be that.
Like, I don't even want my issues gone. I just want them to be manageable. That would be nice.
I think it helps to make a list of things that you can do to have your shit together. But not put daily tasks too high up into it because that can start making you feel like if you don’t vacuum your house it’s the end of the world. When you have an idea of what needs to be done, your goal feels more attainable. I currently have none of my shit together either but I’m giving myself a break till the end of this week and I’ll try again. We aren’t gonna always be a 100% and we need to learn to be kinder to ourselves <3
It's not that I don't know how, it's just that I so very consistently manage to not do it. Most days I don't even get my main list of self-sufficiency done, let alone on any of the rest of my tasks like things I want to do or work on. It just. Don't feel good to even fail the basic "Eat, drink, stay clean, and sleep" set.
I like to believe that I'm giving myself a break, but there's only so much I can excuse before it can only fall to laziness and failure. I think I got ADHD, but without an official diagnosis it's nothing more than an excuse.
Not to mention that any time I try to fix this, and get into a rhythm or pattern that would help me get even the basics done, somethis consistently ALWAYS comes up to shut me down. It's happened like, 12 times now. 13 including this fuckin' quarantine.
I don’t know about you but it helps for me to talk through it in which case you could always start a chat thread or join the funsub discord and talk to us while you try to bounce back up. I’ve noticed that since part of it is a biological mess there are times when, like you said, I know what needs to be done but I can’t do it. That’s when I wait. It’s tough but I tell my support system I’m not okay and I ride it out till I can function enough to get back on track knowing that it’s gonna fail again but that it’s okay cause I can get back up again. The quarantine really isn’t making anything easier. Calling it laziness and failure makes a tough thing even harder. If you truly were, you wouldn’t think of how you want to be better
Like, I don't even want my issues gone. I just want them to be manageable. That would be nice.
I like to believe that I'm giving myself a break, but there's only so much I can excuse before it can only fall to laziness and failure. I think I got ADHD, but without an official diagnosis it's nothing more than an excuse.
Not to mention that any time I try to fix this, and get into a rhythm or pattern that would help me get even the basics done, somethis consistently ALWAYS comes up to shut me down. It's happened like, 12 times now. 13 including this fuckin' quarantine.