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savage_demmigod


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I dont want to trigger anything through this. Just wanted to feel at ease with myself. 28 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
My shoulders and back are pockmarked with scars. I pick and scratch and claw excessively at my skin or any scabs I have until I'm bleeding. I attack my face too but I'm trying not to since I don't want it to be scarred more than it already is.
I never saw a problem with it all but one evening when my mom and I were talking about self harming she mentioned that she thought what I did was self harm. I've never been able to see it otherwise since.
It's horrible just how badly I've scarred my back and shoulders and every time I tell myself I'll stop I just find myself absentmindedly doing it anyway and once I notice I get the worst urge to pick at every inch of skin I can reach and 9 times out of 10 I act on the urge. Surprisingly enough I never bother to cover the scars but I feel horrible when people ask about them... I've been doing it since about 11/12 maybe?
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Feeling a bit down - Got some Bert and Ernie memes? 1 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
I absolutely fucking love these memes
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Waiting for master to give Dobby a diploma. 6 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Yaaaaaas!
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Alcohol 8 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Such a good show
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Chads start out young 4 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Wtf he's so young
That's so horribly gross
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Mmmm 12 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Why does my mind automatically conjure up what it might taste like?! The texture is making me shudder
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It really is that simple 4 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
So refreshing
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That's very touching 2 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Cut right to the point eh?
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Wait what? 9 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
You are too late...It is already done
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Pure evil 6 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
My foot just cramped up at the thought
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Guess who's 20 today! That's right, this b*tch 16 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Haha I don't mind! Thanks so much @aviva
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Who needs intelligence anyways? 7 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
I read the word "life" and was immediately uninterested
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Dream Idyll (A Valkyrie)’ - Edward Robert Hughes 3 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
This is absolutely stunning..
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Wait what? 9 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
The right side isn't capable of speech though
Don't be that guy 12 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Big Dick Energy
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You can sell anything with a foundation 6 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
I read this in the Witcher's voice.. I've been watching it way too much
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relatable 5 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
How..
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You're not stuck here forever 13 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
You wanna talk about it? We're always here to help
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It project manager 57 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
That's fascinating!
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It project manager 57 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Gonna try and get an apprenticeship at a tattoo parlor
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It project manager 57 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Nice
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She takes her zoomies v seriously 6 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
She is breathtaking
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You're not stuck here forever 13 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Its addictive but also really nice. I really love the community [I'm so proud of this community haha]
It's so good
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You're not stuck here forever 13 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Oh yeah. I plan on being here for a heckin while
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You're not stuck here forever 13 comments
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Holy shit I needed this
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