So I've been feeling a bit more depressed lately, and honestly it's bothering me. I'm depressed about things I know I shouldn't be about. I'm only nearly 18, but I keep thinking about how my life is hopeless. I keep thinking that there's no chance of me having a decent relationship, or that I'll just be alone. I get mad at myself because I also know I'm just so young and I have the rest of my life to do things like that. I'm like, really, me? I'm way too young for being in a super serious thing and yet I just... I feel like I'm alone I guess. I crave some sort of relationship but also I fear that I would be a burden and it's not that I'm afraid they won't try and like me, but I don't want to have to put someone through that. Even if they do truly love me, I don't want to put anyone through the things like staying up to comfort me. I just don't want people to have to worry even though they might want to... Not sure how else to explain it. Thanks for listening I guess.
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captainjackharknes · 91 comments
6 years ago
captainjackharknes
· 6 years ago
SHE TAKES A STATISTICS CLASS, AND SO YESTERDAY I SAID 'SO, SINCE YOU TAKE STATISTICS CLASS, COULD YOU TELL ME THE STATISTICS OF MY SHITTY PICKUP LINES ACTUALLY WORKING?' AND SHE JUST SAID NO
captainjackharknes
· 6 years ago
I DIDN'T SHOUT IT AT HER BTW I JUST SORTA DONT WANNA STOP THE CAP LOCK
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· 6 years ago
GO ON MAN AIN'T NO ONE TELLING YOU TO STOP THE CAPSLOCK. AND YOU WILL FIGURE IT OUT.
captainjackharknes
· 6 years ago
DID I MENTION SHE GOD THE BOOTY OF A GODDESS? LIKE I MEAN SHE THICC AND JUST WOW SHES GOT EVERYTHING LIKE SHES SMART AND FUNNY AND HOT AND CUTE AND ASDFGHJKL I JUST WANNA MARRY HER AND MAKE HER SO HAPPY AND SHOW HER HOW GREAT SHE IS AND JUST BE THERE FOR HER AND HELP HER FOLLOW HER DREAMS BUT ALSO I WANNA TAP DAT BUT STILL ALL THAT AND I WANNA DO ALL THESE THINGS
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· 6 years ago
Well that's great. You get girls like these very rarely in a lifetime. So take it slow, but don't be that slow that she friendzones you.
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· 6 years ago
And if you get her. Hold on to her.
captainjackharknes
· 6 years ago
Honestly I'm already in the friendzone, cause she currently just doesn't date at all. But hopefully, I might be able to get a chance. No caps because I don't wanna joke about this. She's a wonderful woman, who I want to respect and be with. If she is really adamant about not dating, then I'll respect her wishes, and continue to be there for her as a friend.
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· 6 years ago
Yup something is better than nothing.
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· 6 years ago
To be with an amazing woman as a friend is also acceptable
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· 6 years ago
Sooooo... Where did you reached mate? Things getting better with the lady?
kouyaaotsuki
· 6 years ago
Does he have the booty?
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· 6 years ago
Kouya. The guy is trying to get the girl not trying to get into the girl's pants.
kouyaaotsuki
· 6 years ago
Jack's standards of friendzones are so damn low. Can't you see how enthusiastic Jack is about the booty, Spook-niichan?
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· 6 years ago
That is one of the things. Not the only thing tho.
captainjackharknes
· 6 years ago
Okay, so I wrote up a note thing and let her read it. When i have the time , ill find some way to copy it from my school computer and put it on here
captainjackharknes
· 6 years ago
But, yeah, she's uncomfortable with the idea of dating, so I won't push it anymore. I value her friendship too much.
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· 6 years ago
As the lady wants Mate.
deleted
· 6 years ago
As the lady wants.
captainjackharknes
· 6 years ago
Yeah, but she smiled the whole time she read the note. It was cute.
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· 6 years ago
And I said earlier. A friendship with an amazing woman like her is also a good thing.
