GOD I cant stop think about it...

Confession time: I once was at Malta with some friends and made out with quite a few guys. Almost sober. Now most nights I don't fall asleep immediately so I get sucked into an infinite loop of guilt and shame until I go on funsubstance for distraction.

Or when you see your old comments

I do this every single night. I don't know how to stop it, I just keep going over all the worst parts of every day of my life. I don't go to sleep until 2am just thinking, thinking, thinking.

I find it weird that five years from now I am going to look back at my comments and think the same as I do about my old comments right now

and here i am cant remember what i said 5 minutes ago

When you don't remember what you said five years ago, but you know it was stupid...