That's how I used to feel in high school to a minimal extent it was terrifying. and two years later I feel regret for not being more outgoing. So now I don't think about it at all and sometimes I do say things embarrassing or that fall flat but I always come through because there is no other choice but to keep going on and learn from your experiences. It's the only way to gain confidence in a social setting. I became desensitized. no longer afraid of failure. And I'm glad. I've met some very interesting people the last few years.

Please no. People don't like to admit how much happiness they get from their material possessions and you need money for that. You don't have to choose between being productive and relaxing there's plenty of time for both. When you're young you have all the time in the world. Don't just say fuck it when your 18 because you'll regret it when you're 40

No problem :)

And I soppose it's more complicated then telling the voice to shut up. Why would Saying something embarrassing to a stranger or whoever matter if you have no intensions of creating a relationship with that person. I feel like not communicating with people will cause that person to feel awkward by feeling like the odd person out.

Stupid or awkward just by talking? I feel awkward when there is communication with somebody who is sitting next to me even if it's just a look that's fine

maybe not but I Think I did a little bit. I got outa high school. And Things changed

Think of all the great people you're missing out on by not talking to them

And not care so much

Us? Where's your star?

Speaking of stars.. Am I gonna die? What does this mean?

No English is my first. it was just a subtle difference that seeped through my education. I learned it on the internet

What's not to get?

I didn't even know there two variations of the word until a year ago

"Care" is the word that's missing. Somebody stole it.