And they are there. They are hearing me but they are not listening to me.

Im under 17 years of age so I can't help much for you, I would recommend you to childline, it doesn't matter what age you are, you don't have to call them , you can anonymously email them by making an account, childline always helped me when I'm down.

Hey I am not that old. I am still 17

But thanks man. I will sure check it out.
I want to go to a counsellor so hard but I am broke af and also my mother is really sick. So I am trying to postpone it.

I know your feeling very well ... It started pretty much the same way too, but eventually I had some awesome smol people to help me go through all that, I'm still having thoughts from time to time but now I can manage them with their help.
I know I'm mostly just a freaking weirdo to you, but if you ever need to talk you can always email me or kik me.
We're going through practically the same thing and I'd be happy to help you like some helped me

Hey. Who says you are a weirdo man! Yeah you sure like to make us cry. But you are awesome. You are probably the only reason why people on this site are connected to their feels side.

Nah, that's giving me way too much credits lol
But seriously, I want you to know that you're not alone in this okay ? It gets better, it's dumb but it really does, and we'll be here for you

They were perfect credits to give. And Thanks. I really don't know how to say that it feels to know that at least someone is there.

Don't worry, you'll always have someone here, it's part of our job ahah
My email is in my bio if you ever want to talk and my kik username is the same as here, don't hesitate, and mostly don't be afraid to tell how you feel, I won't judge especially because I know what you're going through

Join the Kik chat, no regrets

Love is a difficult thing to understand and deal with, I'm the same in that sense. It can make you super depressed if you felt like this persons presence and relationship made you better then it breaks, so don't feel ashamed of these emotions. It will feel like a break up kind of and that takes a long time to get over but eventually you do and it gets better with help and time. It's great of you to have shared with us, thank you for doing that we're always here for you if you need us. I suggest talking with people you feel comfortable with (take up yuki's offer he's a beautiful guy) and forgiving yourself for feeling sad, it's okay, talk to a psychologist that'll also help. Just let yourself process and get over these thoughts, feelings and emotions and eventually you'll feel better.

Thank you Paris. Thank you very much. I will definitely take Yuki's offer. But right now I am pretty busy. But make no mistake I will keep myself safe and will try to get over this.

Good on you spook x

Yup! :)

That's great, that's the spirit my friend, gotta keep fighting

Yuki is one of the best guys to go to for advice, and I'm always here if you just need to rant

Well Ranting is something which I strive to learn. Would you mind teaching me?

Ahah, it's easy my friend. Just pick someone you feel comfortable enough with and let it all out, talk about how you feel, how you'd like to feel, what's bugging you etc ...

Just tell me if you want my email or kik username :)

Now I definitely need to join Kik. The first thing I will do tomorrow.