I need help
by harley_quinn · 65 comments 7 years ago
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rydler · 7 years ago
The world can get better. It isn’t easy. You have to learn to find it. That’s the hard part.
deleted · 7 years ago
Well your life does get better. But how to make it better and how to accept that change without feeling anything regarding to your previous state, that's quite hard. But Hey it's not Impossible. You can do it. YOU ARE A MUTHUFUCKIN NINJA MAH MAN. YOU CAN DO ANYTHING
rydler · 7 years ago
ninja? WHERE
deleted · 7 years ago
@ninja_squirrel. I was talking about her?
rydler · 7 years ago
Ninja joke.
deleted · 7 years ago
Aah. My bad.
rydler · 7 years ago
I guess you just didn’t see it. ;P
deleted · 7 years ago
Yup. It was too fast.
rydler · 7 years ago
Aight. Well, I’m tired. Talk to y’all later!!
deleted · 7 years ago
Yup. Bye.
infosubstance · 7 years ago
ninja we love you, things will get better
ninja_squirrel · 7 years ago
Spooky good joke. Also to all of you that said life gets better thank you. I really hope it does. Since I have joined the FS family I haven’t tried to do anything. But it’s only been a few days.
parisqeen · 7 years ago
Exactly, it's only been a few days and you're already improving and most of that is your own self-will and persistence. You took on advice and are trying your best, you'd be surprised how many people in your situation don't do anything and just let themselves get worse because they feel powerless. You're not powerless and we're all here to support you and help you through, cause I was like you when I was about 13-16 and although it took awhile, I got better and now I'm here and I'm still not the best I can be but I'm certainly better, so it does, it really does get better.
rydler · 7 years ago
Look at that! You've made it this far. You're so much better!
ninja_squirrel · 7 years ago
Paris you did amazing for making it this far. It’s really hard to keep trying to live. Thank you for being proof that life gets better. I wish it got better faster. I have a project due tomorrow but I don’t have any energy to do it. I have been lying in my bed trying to convince myself that I need to do it. I can’t even convince myself to sit up instead of lying down. I can’t tell the teacher that the reason I didn’t do my homework is because all I have no energy and all I can think about is cutting myself.
rydler · 7 years ago
Do it for us. Here on FS.
parisqeen · 7 years ago
It does take time bud, it sucks but eventually you realise "hey, it's not that bad anymore", at least for me. I was sad and tired, always so so tired and heavy but then overtime I slowly realised that smiling wasn't that hard anymore, and laughing wasn't fake, and doing school work was annoying but now it was doable. It takes a lot of hard work, you have to want to get better and you have to push yourself to try but when you break through that weird empty blur things feel a lot lighter and way more real. Don't cut, I know that's difficult sometimes but if you're doing it just to be able to feel something there are other ways. I drew, I ripped books and pages until I felt a bit better and I workout a lot just to get my blood pumping and have some adrenaline and not just a flat sense of existence, for me that helped a little bit so maybe you could try that.
ninja_squirrel · 7 years ago
Thank you. That comment convinced me to sit up and open my science. I didn’t finish it but at least I started it.
rydler · 7 years ago
Alright!
parisqeen · 7 years ago
And that's all you need to do and you should be proud of yourself, one step at a time bud no pressure