I used to be addicted to watching porn. Only have told my hubby. My parents can be pretty judgmental sometimes and I don't really want to tell my friends. 84 days clean now though.

Woah... mine is smoking... no one knows, not even my boyfriend or sister

That's tough.

I read yaoi
A lot
Like 6 hours of reading at least

A have a guilty pleasure manga/anime I read/watch.

I had to resort to cannibalism in order to survive fourth period.

I talk to myself a little too much to be considered sane

I can only orgasm when there is some sort of pain involved. I have always felt ashamed of it and thought that my partner would think I was weird. I've been with my husband for five years and faked every orgasm.

That's sad, though not uncommon, mamamonster. As it turns out, 80% of couples don't feel comfortable telling the person they're having sex with their sexual desires which means, there's a strong probability that your husband isn't completely satisfied either. Experimenting sexually makes relationships stronger, it builds trust as well as heightens desire. You should ask him if there was anything he wanted to "try" and then maybe you can share your fantasy after he shares his and who knows, he just might enjoy it. Most men are naturally agressive so, maybe he's only being gentle for you and won't mind a little biting, scratching and rough housing...