Sometimes it's better not knowing

Actually, yeah, I wonder that a lot. "What would people say or do if I died? Who truly cares?"

that's exactly what I'm thinking T4p. Idk if that's a selfish thought however. But I'm glad I'm not alone though.

I guess it could be viewed as selfish by some audiences.

I used to think about it but since I've encountered a fear of dying young, it's lessened because I've realized just how much of a hole I would leave if I died. Now I don't want to think of it.

Sometimes, yes

I can just imagine my friends partying when I die

I actually do want to know, i kind of see them listening to my favorite song and dancing until they also, die

I have my entire funeral and will planned out, I just need to bother writing it down so someone can actually follow through with it once I'm gone. It's actually quite a sobering and interesting thing to think about because I imagine myself as a ghost following everyone who means something to me and imagining what they would do. Of course, it's entire inaccurate but it's still an interesting exercise before bed.