I'm so sorry you're having a tough time, bensen. It's hard being in situations where you feel powerless. But worrying and stressing is like living in the worst case before it even happens, when it might not ever happen. Try to stay positive and let your parents figure things out. I always find deep breathing techniques help me to calm down and relax when I am stressed. This is one of my favorites, try listening to it with your eyes closed and let yourself fall into the story: https://youtu.be/2sKmuALcbss

Don't worry Bensen! From all you told us over the time it is clear that both your mum and your dad love you like crazy and that will never change, no matter if they live together in one house or in two separate houses. Your life may change, but not their love and care for you and that's all that counts.

@general_failure is right bensen. Always remember that, above all, your parents love you more than you could ever imagine. I'm certain that they don't mean to upset you and, regardless of what happens, they would want nothing less than the best for you

Thank you so much I feel a bit better already :)