Slam, do do you mind me asking what work you do in reality?

If I were to tell you, it would break the illusion of who I really am. So, I'll say this: I make gaming videos on YouTube, check out my channel (videogamedunkey)

I just started writing my first book ever.

Oh hey I've seen you around. Btw is that face reveal vid you? You said that the guys find you cute haha.

And slamdunkey there is no way that is you

That's why I said what I said - I ain't breakin' no illusions

So... that is you or not?

SLAM, U ARE NOT VIDEOGAMEDUNKEY DO NOT LIE :|

dzro - yeah my mom kinda already found it... it was bad

Oh no. I hope she has gotten over it a little now? Thing is, for us we need to express our feelings in active ways. Whether writing it down or other. For some of us if we bottle it up it will do bad. Putting it down somewhere releases some of the things inside us. I understand that. But remember this. Make sure you don't write things exactly like they are. Or don't go in full detail. Hold some things back or use metaphors when describing stuff. For someone reading personal things, especially for a mother who wants us to be happy, to be protected and to have a good life, it will really hurt them to read things about us that are not always good things. It will stay with them forever. Think you have a beautiful daughter that you want her to be happy and you find her diary/journal. It will break ur heart reading some of the stuff you might have written. You will think you have failed her. Remember this.

Yeah but this is what she found:
Maybe It Would Matter. To Someone…...Somewhere
Do you enjoy to watch me suffer?
Suffer from the hate, the cold, the bitter?
Why?
Why am I...
Unlovable?
Untouched?
Helpless?
Is this the way you see me?
Broken?
Shattered?
Unwhole?
Do you even see me?
Trying so hard just to breathe.
Fake.
I try so hard.
Fake.
Keeping my head up.
Fake.
The smile.
Fake.
The “Yeah, I’m fine.”
It’s all fake.
The truth is...
My heart is torn down.
Don’t you see?
Can‘t you see?
I can feel the stares.
I hear the laughs.
The gossip.
Stop it!
I am human.
I have feelings.
There’s not much else you can do.
Can you leave one part of me,
Untouched?
Untouched by your sneers.
Your acid.
Your spit.
Can’t you see?
Too much.
Life is hard.
Death is easy.
One too many pills...
Too deep of a cut...
Not enough oxygen...
I haven’t always been like this.

I haven’t always been like this.
I used to be happy.
Popular
Pretty
The leader.
I used to be all of that.
Until I broke.
Jokes on you!
I will be stronger than you.
When it comes to you, you’re lesser.
I know you hate me.
But you must not truly.
Hate is feeling, you see.
Feelings mean you gave some sort of thought.
You care, deep down.
Under all of your bitterness.
Your calluses.
Your stiffness.
I bet you’re like this for a reason.
Oh, I wish I could share my pain.
Someday, I’ll rise above it.
IT WILL NOT. DRAG. ME. DOWN!
I swear! Right now!
The pain will be here still though.
But distant.
Faint.
Just. Like. YOU.
I know this because. I. Am. Brave.

That is actually really good sass! I can see why ur mom took it a little hard tho. I don't know you so I don't know if it's against someone u know or its just in general, so i don't know if ur mom understood who u spoke about. It is still a little upsetting coz its quite a sad poem eventho the end is positive. I hope u do feel like this, brave, rather than just saying it coz that's how you want to be..

I write poetry, monologues, stories and letters. I also love reading.

Yeah well when i write i dont think about rhythm or rhyming i just write. there's more.

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Omg bass!! This is so deep! Brilliant.

I may or may not be the real Dunkey. I can neither confirm nor deny.

Well it aint deep yet, but me and you together we can makr it deep alright ;)

Mmm very smooth