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To be honest there were times in my life that i attempted suicide, but i always stopped when i was going to kick the chair. My reason for suicide? Because i was sick with life. my parents wont let me interact with other kids i had no friends. i was bullied. i was always inside the house staring at nothing. The reason i always stopped when i was about to kick the chair? Years ago i realized Family is family you know. even though they give me no space if i killed myself it could start a chain of events that could ruin my family, like my mom and dad would devorce, and my brothers and sister would run away, and my grandparents would die of sadness. i didnt want that so a couple years ago i stopped thinking about it completely. or so i thought what i really did was i decided i would only stop for now as if my family was the reason for me stopping the notion of suicide then would it still be the same in 2 years? 5? 10? 20? As of right now i am playing a waiting game were in if i lose my ...