1#Clinical problems make things a hassle, I've been hospitalized 5 times over my obsession with success, due to some traumatic abuse I suffered when I was younger. I don't actually mind the OCD or any of my other mental disorders, they motivate me to work hard. I just fear that it will kill me someday, but changing is easier said than done. No one here is really in a position to tell me to just "accept it" since they have no idea who I am. It's quite an arrogant thing to say actually (please note, I'm not attacking you, but I'm sure that there are some very ignorant people on FS who have the audacity to tell me that I'm simply wrong). It's not that easy and I'm not willing to do anything about it ANYMORE since my severity is highly complicated. Many of my doctors just want me to live with it now and I'm happy to do that . People who suffer from OCD rarely want it to go away. It provides us with control over our lives...

My OCD makes failiure impossible to accept. Losing is NOT an option.

FOR THE LAST TIME I AM A WOMAN!!!!!!!! GAAAAAAAH I AM NOT A "HE"

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Right with you. You want to hear something scary? I have to complete a three year undergraduate degree before formally pursuing Law at my university. In order to get accepted I need to complete and do exceptionally well in an LSAT exam (very hard to do), maintain my First Class Honours average, write a phenomenal application and undertake an interview (although the interview might be optional). And if I fail to do well in any of these categories, then I will fail to get into Law school. That means that the three years of undergrad were COMPLETELY FUCKING USELESS. I will have to start from scratch. Along with that, I will have to throw away my dream of completing a Bachelor of Civil Law at Oxford University (which I have been obsessed with for 11 years) during my Law degree (which can only be done at the current university I'm at). EVERYTHING IS ON THE LINE.
In the end, I'll probably neck myself. I HAVE NO IDEA what the future holds, I'm shit scared of failure and I cry every night.

But to be fair he is Jesus "I DO WHAT I WANT!"

*grabs axe, breaks window, crawls out and runs away" BYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYE!

Ship everyone but me.

Nor do I, but sometimes I really struggle with teens. They make my eye twitch...more so than toddlers.

To be honest neither have I. So let's stop hugging, okay?

Oh thank goodness, another adult.

And to think, you do care...
I kid, I kid. Although in all seriousness, I am terrified about the future.

Teenagers... -_-

Well, that's always good. Try not focus on it too much and stick to your studies. I sound like a lecturing mother but puberty isn't worth the drama it causes.