basically, yes

ah yes and like an actual crush who asks you out and not just a guys friend coming up to you and saying that the guy likes you and you have no idea wtf to do

Stop being so melodramatic and live your life and deal with it. It's not the end of the world not to have someone like you back, and it sure as hell ain't the start of your life to have someone like you back. Chances are at your age, where you still call your object of affection a "crush", you aren't going to marry them and live out the rest of your life with them. Teenagers make the mistake of pretending they are going to get married when that's not the case.

I just imagine that episode of spongebob where he's like "I'm ready!" And the following sequence is like him getting older and dying still saying "I'm ready!"
It's sad that that's me