I feel really guilty about this. I'm 19, and even when I go to music school, I have to choose something else to study. Lately I've had some really cool ideas that would make me happy, even if I dont become a doctor like my father, or like my siblings plan to be.
Anyways, I feel like I'm doing the right thing by not pressuring myself, and my mom support it (I'm not a lazy ass either, I help around a lot), but I can't help but feel guilty, slow and a loser when I see all my friends already studying. They have it figured out and I don't.
I was 26, 2 kids and divorced before I figured out what I wanted to do with my life. Figure out who you are first, it makes life choices come more naturally.
Anyways, I feel like I'm doing the right thing by not pressuring myself, and my mom support it (I'm not a lazy ass either, I help around a lot), but I can't help but feel guilty, slow and a loser when I see all my friends already studying. They have it figured out and I don't.