"The one who will not use the rod hates his son, but the one who loves him disciplines him diligently" -passage in proverbs- LET JESUS' ROD SHOW HIS LOVE!
I've asked my grandfather several times if he's just waiting to die. He said he wants to die and go to heaven and be with grandma. He just sits in his house, napping or watching TV. Doesn't do much. He's simply existing and taking up space. When I see him and deal with him, I just wish he'd die already and get out of our hair. I feel bad that I feel this way but ever time I deal with him, its like this. And he refuses to go to a nursing home b/c they aren't "christian" enough for him, despite all his former friends being there. Nerds living in basements, that I can understand and get behind and though I think its lonely and stuff, at least they're doing something in life. My 90 year old grandpa who doesn't even care enough to change out of dirty clothes... I don't think I can even feel sad or pity for him anymore. He doesn't even want to try. He just sits there and we make sure he's fed, watered and medicated. That- that is the true space of waiting for death and why we need death.
OR ANALLY
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I WAS HESITANT TO POST THAT
HEY WHY ARE WE STILL YELLING
HE WANTS TO FILL YOU WITH HIS LOVE
seriously I'm trying so hard to kill this weird ass chain
*POOF*
#rebel
#screwthisshit
What the hell did we do
Like why did I type half the shit I did
I'm currently walking to my bus home from school and so far nothing bad has happened...
*faints*
CHECK YOUR PRIVILEGE
*blows whistle*