Can confirm this. Once I got an anonymous Valentine's Day Card and I screamed at my friends that this wasn't funny and they shouldn't make jokes like this. Turned out the card was from an actual boy who actually liked me. Well I managed to screw that up later on thanks to my anxious personality ... so who cares?
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· 8 years ago
Really though. For a few years I thought my boyfriend was dating me on a bet/dare, he was way out of my league. He still is out of my league, but now he's my husband, and sometimes I still think someone is giving him more money through the years. Which isn't what's going on, just, ya can't help but think that sometimes when no one else ever finds you remotely attractive enough to get to know you better
Why did you may him if you thought so lowly of him?
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· 8 years ago
I didn't think so lowly of him, it was mostly of myself. The fact that I have thought so highly of him has made a world of difference. I have had severe depression and anxiety since highschool. When I'm having a particularly bad spell, these thoughts come and go. I married him because he stuck with me during my worst times, and I did with him as well. He's helped me see that this stuff isn't true, even though at times it seems so for whatever reason. So i don't think lowly of him at all, he proves to me every day he honestly loves me, just sometimes you get so down on yourself you think these things, and by being who he is, honest and caring and loving, it helps prove that the thoughts are just untrue, because someone like that would make a joke out of you.
especially when eating mermaid will get you immortal