With The Sound Of "HOLY FUCCCC"

I'm okay thank you. Do you want to talk about what's been happening or nah?

Idk it’s a lot tbh, but honestly it’s okay I’ll tell u someday probably lol what have u been up to?

No worries, I trust you. Nothing much except work, uni and more work. I have exams coming up soon so I'm trying to finish up all my assignments.

How are u doing tho?

I'm okay, a bit stressed cause of all the work but it's better then feeling like there's nothing to do if you know what I mean. What're you up to now?

I understand
Well I’m sober as of now, have a job interview tomorrow for a better paying job and I started working again

I am really proud of you. Good luck, tell me how it goes. You feeling nervous?

Thanks and I meant to say working out again lol the drugs got to me a bit hard I saw myself In the mirror when I was on some serious acid man I was ugly
And nah I’m not nervous

You're not ugly but I'm happy you're trying to make yourself feel better, working out is a good release of stress too. I should start working out more too lol, follow your lead. Have you had the interview yet? How'd it go?

Lol I was ugly that night, acid makes u look and feel primal asf I love it so much
Yeah it was good

I thought you said you were going sober? lmao

I am, doesn’t mean I still don’t love it
I wouldn’t quit if I didn’t love it too much

True true, have the people from that job got back to you yet?

Yeah it got it
Start Monday lol

SO PROUD. Well done, how you been doing?

Idk really, I haven’t been doing much so I’m alright ig
Hbu?

You still not going on any meds? Or are you gonna start after you get some money?
I'm doing okay thank you, just studying for exams. "Studying".

I don’t think I’ll ever do medication again tbh
Lol I’ve been working my ass off tho tbh I’ll be making a lot of money soon
How are you doing now?

Fair enough, I know the right medication can help some people.
That's awesome, any plans on what to spend it on? Or are you gonna save it?
I'm doing okay, still studying, my first exam is on Monday so I'm cramming lol

....how did that Monday exam go?

Hahahaha it's been awhile since then but it went well thanks for checking in. How've you been stranger?

I’ve been pretty great tbh
And yeah sorry about that
But how have you been??

That's so good to hear
No don't worry bout it! I'm just happy to hear from you, I missed you
I've been okay, not amazing right now but I'm hoping I'll get better
How's your job going?

I hope u get better soon too
It’s going great I love it
I’m a travel agent so I’ve been like cancelling flights and shit like that it’s fun

Thank you
Hahaha that sounds awesome, do you get to wear a fancy uniform? Travel agents over here usually wear intense colourful outfits

Nah i can wear what I want, which is usually jeans and a band t shirt

Very nice, glad works enjoyable for you
How's the rest of life? You living with your fam again or with some friends?

Family rn, I was kicked out after I had done acid that was laced, I had raged out started punching car windows, yelling at the ambulance and police and swung at my father, ended up in the hospital around 4 am that night, it was pretty bad but I’m sober now

Well that was a rollercoaster, glad you're okay. You gonna stay sober?

For now yes, not forever tho

Nice, that's still a great start. Proud of you

Thanks, make any art recently?

Honestly no, I've kind of lost my art drive. I have made a lot more music though so if that counts then yes, but actual physical art no. What about you? Written anymore poetry I can read?

Actually I’ve been doing music too lol

That's awesome! What type of music?

Just producing with my best friend atm, making beats for artists and charging them for it, actually making money from music rn haha

That's actually amazing, you're a music producer. Can I listen to any of it somehow?

If I could get my partner to send it, him and I produce but he keeps the files because he sells to the clients, I just make music to make it lol

Have you thought about selling your tunes too?
And if your partner can send some tunes to my email or something that'd be sweet