Trying to learn how to drive a stick shift

I tried driving an automatic and I actually spazzed out and had to pull off the road (I live in the middle of nowhere so there was no one else on the road, no one worry) because I went to change gears and spent 30 seconds trying to figure out where the hell the gear went.

Takes me ten mins to move a car in the driveway. I wish I already knew how to drive stick, I freak out when I practice on the street.