It gets better. I've been there and I've fought my way out and if there's one thing that I can promise you, it's that everything will get better eventually. You just have to fight for your happiness. :)
It's not that simple guest.My depression started in January 2014 and lasted till 14th September in 2014 I think.Don't exactly know why I got depressed but I was and I was suicidal.There were times I was more depressed and really felt so bad like I gona explode and like my body was shattering and cracking open.And there were times I was better and didn't really care that much.I still tought about suicide every day.Sometimes not doing it but just thinking about what suicide is and stuff like that.Really changed my perspective on the world.When high school started( first grade) I was so depressed I seriously tought about killing myself so I took my fathers gun(he is a police officer..I guess I was lucky) and went to the forest to do it.On my way there I stopped and told everything to my parents (only they knew about it) and it felt so much better.After a little bit of time I was almost completely cured.They took me to a therapy once but it was bullshit.Now I'm completely cured.
There are still moments I feel so bad and sad but I quickly fight my way through because my past made me stronger in that way.I was kinda sad that a talk with my parents was enough to completely cure my depression but whatever.i'm telling ya it was amazing to actually go to bed and fall asleep immediately without crying for sooo long.There is a way out for everyone.Sadly many of us don't see the way (is it's even possible) or even don't look but I'm not lying to you now because truly there is a way to happines.You just need to fight for it and take it.Good luck on your journey...hope your mind,body and soul get better as soon as possible :)
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