I only do it when I feel really sad or hurt. And they're never deep.
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That's never a reason to hurt yourself. Find other outlets for when you are feeling that way. Personally I run. Running through the trails near my house always help me calm down. Since your an artist, try drawing/painting/ etc. your feelings out. No one should ever self harm, nothing is worth it.
Yeah, I know what you mean, happy songs like pop and love songs make me miserable, (as horrible as it sounds) I makes me sad that other people are so happy, and I'm so freakin' miserable.
*virtual hug* I'm not depressed guys. At least I don't think I am. Yeah I cut, but not often. But I'm happy you guys care about me and my well being :)
Let's not harm ourselves ): even I have and I think there is so much more than to wallow in despair and pain. Seek happiness (: or at least try. Just don't hurt yourself ):
"I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile and it is the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it or give it away. We must NEVER let them take it from us. I hope that whoever you are, you escape this place. I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you."
Don't cut, your too good for that. And dont ever take a vacation. You've got all your life ahead of you and we'd miss you too much. FS wouldn't be the same without you!
Just remember, even if you think there is no reason to live, that nobody cares, and life is nothing more than pain, there is always at least one person who would be horrified to hear if anything happened to you. It could be a teacher, a sibling, or even someone you didn't even consider a friend. Every time I hear about someone cutting them self, it makes me feel horrible. In real life, I'm mean. I can't help it; it's a defense mechanism. Every time, especially online, I feel guilty. What if I caused it? What if I pushed someone over the edge? What if I didn't do anything when I should've? So please, I'm begging all of you, next time you cut don't think about yourself. Think about that one person who would be devastated to lose you.
(I'm sorry if that came across wrong. I know it's not a choice, not really. Sometimes it's all that keeps someone alive. What I really mean is this- try to 'get better'. Make an effort. Talk to someone, even if it's online. Don't just hold everything...
...inside until you explode. Write. Draw. Read. Do what it takes, but just /try/. Don't let the world win! Show them that you are strong, that you can make your own choices, and that you know you're beautiful without having being told.
There is good in everyone, down to every bully and bitchy popular girl. The hardest part is finding it in yourself.
I lost my girlfriend to self harm, she was cutting herself and accidentally cut too deep, the pain made her pass out, she bled to death. I was at work at the time. Self harm is NEVER the answer. Get a hobby, talk to friends, go for a run, read a book, all better ways to relieve the pain than with self harm.
I have a new girlfriend now, after 3 years of trying to get over it. She used to self harm, but now she plays games with me when she feels like cutting.
*justin Bieber plays*
Me:....*takes knife and bleeds out*
(I'm sorry if that came across wrong. I know it's not a choice, not really. Sometimes it's all that keeps someone alive. What I really mean is this- try to 'get better'. Make an effort. Talk to someone, even if it's online. Don't just hold everything...
There is good in everyone, down to every bully and bitchy popular girl. The hardest part is finding it in yourself.
I have a new girlfriend now, after 3 years of trying to get over it. She used to self harm, but now she plays games with me when she feels like cutting.