I think he's the pancreas

I don't know who "he" is, but he sounds like a dick

It takes a lot of guts to go for a difficult path in life, and tell people what you're planning. It doesn't take much of anything to be a naysayer. When you see somebody on a harsh path, there's a nice way and a cruel way to say anything, you chose the cruel way, part of which, if not all (I'm not going to check your statistics) was your negative opinion on the situation.
Ninjo, you probably have already looked at the time and commitment that path takes. Good luck to you, and I hope you don't let nameless pessimists on the internet get to you.

At my university's library you can make reservations for study rooms.

Yeah, I figured if I pointed it out people wouldn't go crazy in the comments about it XD

Not the last minuteness that is suspicious, but the added fact that it's to a random place might seem shady.

And the feels trip got even worse

And maybe because he had an understanding father he'll understand what random, nameless a holes on the internet think about him doesn't matter.

He's gonna be a decent human being who doesn't judge people for things like cross dressing or being "different".

It's going on the "the color of an object is actually every color but the one you percieve" thing, in which cause, if something is black, it's because no color is being reflected from that object to your eyes, and therefore that object absorbs/contains all color. (And white means no colors are absorbed)