Honestly, the longer you stare..the funnier it gets. Had this photo for 6 months and I still laugh

He just completely lost all hope in his mother

I did, but in the meantime before I knew, I only had that. Nobody understands depression until you have it. I could've easily ended my life, but instead I only hurt myself.

Then what do you do? Since you seem to know so much about how depression works. I've cut for multiple reasons. I never told anyone about me being raped constantly at age 10 until I was a Freshmen in High School.
I had nothing. It helped. I have BATTLE SCARS. Don't try defining something you know nothing about. You don't understand what goes thru our head when so much has happened to us.