I'm gonna go with sleep deprivation on this one. I play video games for a long time, and that correlates with how tired I am. I also am not a psychologist or whatever it is to be certified, so I couldn't tell you for sure if it's repressed sexuality.

To be honest, I really doubt it's a repressed sexuality as well. I'm a bit too honest about such topics to the point where I'll tell complete strangers on the internet about my kinks =P

Do you like the sex?
Or is it the relationship?

It's both. And yaoi fan fiction is bomb.

I've never really been fan of the intimate parts. It gets a bit awkward for me as I don't have any experience to supplement. So the relationship?

I love the dirty parts :3 the relationship stuff is great also ^_^