Don't worry. It does get better
I'm sorry that you're hurting right now

Is there anything I can do to help out?

I appreciate the offer, but I’m not certain there is. I’ve never had to deal with something like this before. Perhaps I need to take a break from funsubstance as to not associate the site with my current situation. No one has done anything wrong here, I have no reason to be upset with anyone.

I've had to take breaks too and it was actually pretty helpful. Sometimes it's good to just step back and take time to sort out the situation at hand
God's speed with everything
If you need anything please don't hesitate to let us know
Keep well, my friend

Thank you.

Of course
And thank you for reaching out
You're going to be okay and you are worth so much more than you think
Just keep on keeping on
I believe in you

The passing of your friend is a pretty big thing but it could also be a combination, sometimes you just reach a boiling point where even if you know nothing's wrong, everything feels wrong. I think you have the right idea when it comes to taking a break, give yourself some time alone, you don't need to reason with your emotions in that times, just let yourself feel angry and be pissed and yell and say stuff that you might regret but it's okay because you're not saying it to anyone. Don't go on the internet or FunSub for awhile, it'll be here when you come back. You're more important.