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nobodyimportant · 4 years ago
*hugs*
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Your username is oh so wrong
You just made a stranger online feel just a tad bit better
Thanks
nobodyimportant · 4 years ago
It's my pleasure! I am a firm believer that everybody deserves a hug in crucial moments of need. Even if you don't know them. You never know if it will be the one thing that will make a difference!
catfluff · 4 years ago
Hey @savage_demmigod you're welcome to hit me up for a coffee if you want to talk. Sorry to hear about it friend, it sucks. Many hugs.
cakelover · 4 years ago
Damn, hope it works out alright
Out of interest, where exactly is halfway across the world?
dr_richard_ew · 4 years ago
Fuck, that sucks man
parisqeen · 4 years ago
That sounds bloody stressful, hopefully the shower cry helped get some of that emotion out cause yeah, that sucks man. It'll all be worth it when you get to see your dad though, if there's someone who can maybe help you out or do some of the work I think that would be helpful, it's hard doing travelling (under any circumstances) all by yourself. Much love <3
llamas0can0fly · 4 years ago
*more hugs*
Hope it works out. We are here for you.
sunflowers · 4 years ago
Oh, sweet boy! You are so young to have this much weight on your shoulders. I am so sorry to hear that you are in pain, and I wish I could be there for you in person! We are here for you and we all love you so much. I sincerely hope you feel better.
inspectora · 4 years ago
May the hot, newly single MILF on you flight be seated in your row.
themommy1 · 4 years ago
Hugs! And when you pick your flight... pick a long stop over some place you always wanted to explore!
calvinoot · 4 years ago
Just know that at some point in the future all the struggle will be over, and it will be worth it. I believe in you!
xvarnah · 4 years ago
When you tagged me in the post with the baby sneks it genuinely brightened my day a bit
nicengelman · 4 years ago
@savage_demmigod Look at it this way, you get to spend some time bringing your hotness to people who have never seen it because they're halfway across the world
mialinay · 4 years ago
Aww @savage_demmigod you can do it! It will be worth it and you will feel better afterwards. If he lives in Germany by any chance (or France, I live near the border) I'd love to meet up. ❤️
As @themommy1 said - combine it with something else while you're there :)
Also I think it might help you to draw your frustration away, as I know your art. I always see deep emotions in it.
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
Thank you so much guys... your messages really really helped
Like, a lot
@cakelover I live in Cape Town, South Africa and he's all the way in New Zealand
@parisqeen my mom's helping me but its [that time of the month] so all I wanted to do was murder everyone while also just cry and give up everytime the website wouldn't work etc lol
There is a lot of hurt though that I'm gonna have to face when I'm there and as someone who has lived their entire life never blaming people for the hurt they caused me and going "Well they've got their reasons and their own issues and I don't wanna be an inconvenience", this is gonna be hard for me
I've started this chapter of my life where I'm learning to be a bit more selfish and acknowledge when I'm hurting and telling people that it's not totally okay to do whatever it is they did, but fuck is it hard work when I'm still so new to it all
I really appreciate you all. I hope your days/nights/mornings/evenings are all filled with unexpected happiness
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
@mialinay I did draw last night but I mean it was through blurry eyes and I was pressing so hard with the pencil it almost tore through the page. [Ended up ripping most of the drawing away for dramatic effect anyway but that's just me being extra]
parisqeen · 4 years ago
Gosh, being on your period and having to sort out travel? What a combo, I think you're amazing for even trying to organise all of this. I don't know you're family situation but I'm really glad you're learning to put yourself above others more, it isn't selfish to be kind to yourself, just like it isn't selfish to admit when someone else is hurting you. You're only human, treat yourself like one. If you need help with organising anything I can try? I don't know if that would be useful or not but the option is there. I hope you start feeling better soon x
savage_demmigod · 4 years ago
That's so kind of you @parisqeen but it's alright. I've got most of what I need I just need to get it all together and send it off to the visa gods and pray that they accept it
I've actually been feeling a lot better. Just got some chill tunes on at work and I'm looking forward to dnd tonight so I'm pulling through and trying to look on the bright side.
It's so quiet at work that I've even made an origami tiefling with a pirate's cloak/coat though I did use scissors so yeah, mostly origami haha
parisqeen · 4 years ago
That origami sounds wicked, glad you're feeling better, even if it's a little bit