Yes

Really? What about Mia?

Idk...Mia is amazing. We briefly talked back and forth, but I think she is with someone now and stopped talking to me. Which is understandable given distance. You're amazing too :)

Oh, for sometime I was rooting for you both...but it's ok, it's not the end of the road for you, you know? Aww, thanks! You are the amazing lol

Thank you. Who knows..maybe she'll come around.. It happens though. You = awesome. You doing okay?

I won't bet on her " coming around," but I can bet on the fact that you'll find true happiness. Fine! We're both amazing lol. I can't say I'm doing good, but I'm trying to. What about you, love? How're you doing? Also, I'm not declining your marriage proposal, I'm just not in a good place in my life right now and don't want to drag anyone into my mess. I recently got looked down on for having a crazy dad and going through what I'm going through. The guy that mocked me hasn't worked a single day in his life and solely depends on his mom's inheritance. I doubt he truly understand how life works, but whatever.
( @xvarnah The child rights wanted to force me to go back to my father today; claiming they made a mistake giving my mom's family custody two plus years ago. I had to scream that I was 18 and had the right to decide where I want to live I was in court for 4 hours today. I wish I ate when I had the chance).

Maybe - about the true happiness. It doesn't feel like it. Thank you. Marriage proposal tabled. I've been in that place where you don't want to pull in someone and mess their life up. Be wary of that, you can become accustomed; complacent even with it. To the point where you're avoiding people altogether or using it as an excuse. Trust me. People shouldn't look down on you for that. That's It's almost weird to not have something messed up - family, friends, health (mental, physical, behavioral). Why do you think are on FunSubstance? Just a bunch of broken people. We're here to feel normal, accepted, to heal, to release, and laugh. There's people here that help shine a light on things too. Like you. I've been in and out of court for my nephew involving custody. I hate it everytime. It's stressful. I've screamed at people there. So frustrating.. I have a lot to say about that, but am tired. I haven't slept in a while. I swear I hallucinated something earlier. And people or me. Eat

@aviva holy fuck, my dear are you okay?? If you want to tag me also I'm not sure where the other chain went
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You as well, @jmmcclain I'm not as familiar with your situation but it doesn't sound like you're in a great place either

*hugs all 3 of you*

@jmmcclain Ok, "maybe" still gives way to possibility. You don't have to feel amazing to be amazing, love; you're ABSOLUTELY amazing and I'm not just saying that. Tabled? Like you want to ask me for real in the future? Really, you do get it? I just feel like no one but me can handle how crazy my life can be. I don't want to have to apologise for the things I can't control. I sometimes tend to shut down and fall silent and not text back or something like that when something really bad happens. I sometimes feel like I have anxiety. I understand what you mean. I feel like I get looked down on because I keep quiet and tolerate too much garbage. FS was like my hiding place. Now I struggle with having enough time daily and sometimes I don't feel like it.

@jmmcclain Me? I don't feel like I am very useful with cheering people up. I feel like I've been in the same place your nephew is in right now. I get a bit why you feel down. You know you can always talk to me...if you want to. Court cases are super stressful. I'm glad your nephew's got you. Soon it'll be over and work out for you. I hope you get the chance to sleep long enough. You deserve it, hon. I love you, Jm.

@xvarnah I'm not totally feeling ok. Today wasn't good.
*hugs Xvar, Jm, and Beth*

I hope you're feeling better. Love you too @aviva

*drops defensive baking pan* hugs bethorien

*hugs xvarnah

*hugs aviva

*awkwardly hugs the outside of this hug group

@jmmcclain Not so much, but thanks for asking... I guess you don't want to talk about it....whatever...
@llamas0can0fly You can join our lil hug group lol

*hugs @llamas0can0fly*