I think what you're feeling is: lonely

Nah that can't be it. This is a unique emotion that only I, the most special snowflake, can feel.

Ah so.... mega lonely?

With extra sprinkles

ah, thats it! mega lonely with extra sprinkles, only ever felt by you

Yes. Gonna bottle that shit up and make a perfume out of it.
Capitalism, don't fail me now.

I'd wear it

*contains 0.00001% corona virus

Nevermind

On behalf of the Asexual club welcome.
On serious note yeah sometimes just having someone near by is wonderful. There is days I would be home alone with just me and the pets. Kid be at school husband at work and I would be lonely.
I remember when I was single I would be in my room all alone listening to music or watching tv thinking the sexiest thing a man can do is sit his chair and read the Newspaper/book as I sit on the couch snuggled under a blanket with a book.
Something about being able to talk if I want to or see him laugh about something he read just made it seem less lonely than if he was to hold me or kiss me.
I really should of realized I was Asexual sooner. Lmfao

Yeah you're just lonely, bud. Don't worry too much about it. This is a shock to everyone. Call a friend and hang out with them for an hour or something. I've been doing that and it helps keep you sane. Also, I'll take a bottle of mega lonely. Maybe it'll work like pheromones. Lol

@captainjackharknes yeah sometimes I wish there was someone i could sleep with hip to hip.

That's it, time to make anime body pillows of each other