I'm afraid I'm not totally up to date on your situation, what's going on? Sorry for being in the dark

my father got sick, been going every weekend to visit, weekend prior, my bike broke down on easter sunday, the first weekend i couldn't go, my father dies

seems my family think the funeral needs to be around other people's schedules

I am so, so sorry. I can't imagine how you're feeling right now

i'm ok, more pissed off that my bike broke down the week before so i opted not to visit the weekend he passed, my uncle, his brother, chose to go on a Sunday to see him, had a week to visit, but he pased on Saturday night, they hadn't seen each other since before the pandemic.

I'm sure that, wherever your father is, he understands completely and doesn't hold it against anyone

my father is the type that would say, "It's saturday, you go or don't, i don't care"

This has to be so rough, do you have any kind of support with all this?

i'm dealing with it