I'm fine. I've recently been put back on depression medication. It's kind of like PSTD but with suicide as the main reason. My uncle killed himself, my grandfather died of cancer, and my cousin attempted all in the same year, along with 5 friends who killed themselves. I was actually doing really well this year until a few weeks ago one of my friends almost succeeded in killing herself, while talking to me. I went back into depression and blaming myself, back into the endless black hole that is depression. I'm still in it but I'm coming out just fine. Only one other person knows about this besides you guys and my parents.
Also, I lost myself at this scene..
http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs26/f/2009/252/b/0/Evil_Mickey__The_Original_by_kayser827.jpg