Well, this is accurate.

Do you mean to say he looks like a black Robbie Rotten?

Well, you are your own worst critic, whether that means you think you did bad or you did good.
It annoys me constantly, since I am also an artist

It's like that for everyone but the virtuosi and the very experienced. They say great photographers shoot more and show less. It's good to have high standards as long as it doesn't cost you motivation.