While I did have a phone when I was eight, it wasnt a mother fucking iPhone. It was a firefly phone that literally called 12 numbers. And when I say call, I mean call. No text, no internet, no prank calls because my phone blocked them.
What? I'm sorry if it seems that way..I've been rude lately,but most of it was just as a joke. I don't think we'll become enemies again though. Trust me,I'll do everything in my power to prevent that.
Whenever I've dissed you it was a joke
When I dissed bunny or something it wasn't a joke
Look bro..it's not like I want to fuck the friendship up again. I want to go back to square 1 but I'm not sure how. But tbh I mostly just want to forget we ever had any falling out,bc I think I'm still trying to work past all that,and it's tripping me up.
I've described it before..it was pretty bad. I tried so hard to hate you during that time,but I couldn't do it. You were my best friend and then..you weren't. At the time I didn't know why..I didn't understand what happened. All I knew was that you pretty much hated me, and I couldn't do anything to change it. During that time,my mental illness started to act up,so I started blaming myself for the falling out,and I started hating myself,all whilst trying and failing to hate you.
Don't be sorry. Shit has changed. Yeah,that shit was bad at the time,but all that mental illness shit would've happened anyway..it's just the situation at the time worsened it a bit. I'm sorry if it hurts you when I'm all friendly with Ray,but you shouldn't stop talking to her bc of that. And yo,even if things can't be the same as before..maybe they can be better. Yeah,I had some strong feelings at the time,I mean you were my best friend. Yes I want that back,but things might be different..I'll put more effort into our friendship instead of being passive aggressive and rude,but if things are different than that can't be helped. We just need to work with what we've got to rebuild the friendship.
It's not your fault,and I don't think we "broke" anything. Like I said,we can rebuild. Working with what remains isn't the same as starting from scratch,y'know?
Lore,it wasn't anyone's fault. What you did wasn't right,but it was understandable in your position.
I don't know how to describe what remains,but I know that something is there. I just know that you're still someone I care about,and that I don't want our friendship to die. I think as long as we both still give a shit about the friendship,then we can fix shit up.
Feel free to join in if Ray and I use my chat to talk. We don't usually talk about personal stuff there so you should be fine if you join in on the conversation. Even if you just say "wut" or something,we'll still gladly hang with you
You're always welcome in my squad,bro
Lol you're the squad hipster
Yeah I think this talk was important,and I doubt that we'll need another one. But yo if I ever feel we need to talk again,I'll be sure to tell you.
Adam and I will be fine,lol. And I'm only occasionally mental,and I almost never talk about it unless I have to. It's just a boring topic to me. Like yeah,I've got a fucked up brain. Not much I can do for now so whatever. Best I can do is not bring it up much and just try to disregard it,y'know?
Yeah I get that..tho I'm not sure piss meant any harm,but even so,she was so pretentious at times. Idk if her intentions were good but she seemed very bitchy at times.
Hmm
Well still,eternal can be pretty hypocritical,and he doesn't always seem completely mentally stable
I mean,idk if he's the doctor,but if I had to accuse any user on here,it'd be him
She claims she had a crush on you,and in my opinion it was kinda obvious. I don't think she was the dr. I think she was just awkward. Besides,why would she use a whole different account just to be the dr? And if she wasn't him,why would she associate with him and be nice to me and Ray?
Idk what girls dig about you
Maybe they just like the "bad boy with a tainted heart" types or something
They want their lives to be like a Britney Spears song
She's pretty cute
I dig her long hair
And yea people tend to look different in each selfie
I swear Adam's hair is a different shade in every selfie he's sent me
And I would know,they're all saved to my phone xD
It's what I'm used to tbh
I've been close with guys irl but never ended up dating them
I've only ever been in online relationships
And honestly that's a good thing bc it lets me think before I speak
I'm a very casual person so I don't wanna seem off but I'll try my best
Now I'm tempted to stalk Adam's conments..tho imma respect his privacy and not do that
Do you want me to screencap the convo she and I have once it happens?
I love Adam's craziness haha
He's random,but not in a way that triggers my anxiety,and it's pretty nice. And I'm aware he cares about me,and I really care about him,even if I don't always show him that >.>
Anyway,I feel like I'm about to hit my comment limit on this account
So imma sign back into my main account
But yo lemme know if you want/need to talk more
When I dissed bunny or something it wasn't a joke
Look bro..it's not like I want to fuck the friendship up again. I want to go back to square 1 but I'm not sure how. But tbh I mostly just want to forget we ever had any falling out,bc I think I'm still trying to work past all that,and it's tripping me up.
I don't know how to describe what remains,but I know that something is there. I just know that you're still someone I care about,and that I don't want our friendship to die. I think as long as we both still give a shit about the friendship,then we can fix shit up.
You're always welcome in my squad,bro
Yeah I think this talk was important,and I doubt that we'll need another one. But yo if I ever feel we need to talk again,I'll be sure to tell you.
Also,I have a theory about the dr impersonator
I think he was eternal1
I mean maybe not,but they seem a bit similar in my opinion.
Well still,eternal can be pretty hypocritical,and he doesn't always seem completely mentally stable
I mean,idk if he's the doctor,but if I had to accuse any user on here,it'd be him
Maybe they just like the "bad boy with a tainted heart" types or something
They want their lives to be like a Britney Spears song
Tho any girls who dig you now might just dig your appearance
Some girls on this site can be a little shallow
No hetero tho
I dig her long hair
And yea people tend to look different in each selfie
I swear Adam's hair is a different shade in every selfie he's sent me
And I would know,they're all saved to my phone xD
I've been close with guys irl but never ended up dating them
I've only ever been in online relationships
And honestly that's a good thing bc it lets me think before I speak
I wanna be all casual
And what did you and Adam talk about?
Now I'm tempted to stalk Adam's conments..tho imma respect his privacy and not do that
Btw did Adam say anything about me?
I love Adam's craziness haha
He's random,but not in a way that triggers my anxiety,and it's pretty nice. And I'm aware he cares about me,and I really care about him,even if I don't always show him that >.>
The hidden convos were neat
Tho the times when we hijacked posts were pretty neat too xD
He's more likely to employ people like dimmerdeath or some shit
So imma sign back into my main account
But yo lemme know if you want/need to talk more