It sounds cliche, but it's not that great at all. Like it's pretty anti climatic to be honest. It's nice and all and it's a great way to show love, but don't let it become a personal goal. It's never like in the movies when the girl throws herself in the guys arms and it's all passionate and sweet. Most of hehe time it's awkward or clumsy. My boyfriend kissed me for the first time, pulled away, and promptly ran to a garbage can because of how nervous he was. Trust me, you're not missing out on much
My friend has a boyfriend and when they get into fights he posts stuff like 'I messed up and now I might lose the most beautiful girl in the world' onto various sites and she comment 'lol'. He got her a Christmas present and she got really mad at him.
I seriously think it turned me asexual