How to become awesome

And this is probably the more likely

I stopped giving a fuck this summer and it's really affecting my learning.

It says when you stop caring what people think of you. Not if you stop caring about everything. Since i dont care about other people their opinions dont mean shit and therefore i have the freedom to do what i want. And since i dont care what people think i dont have to spend time trying to get them to like me which gives me more time to focus on my future.