I used to feel absolutely hopeless. I fantasized about death. All the time. I contemplated suicide. All the time. This is the reason I didn't do it. I decided to get help and I met with my doctor. Now I am on a medicine with a dosage that helps me. I lost a friend to suicide in middle school. People don't understand how many people love them until it's too late. Stay strong, guys! Remember, someone loves you all!
It's the people care about you
Also the fandom will always be there for you
Family means no one sits alone in mental hospital