Stay strong my friends!!

Had surgery recently but they couldn't get much more than a small biopsy sample, haven't gotten the results yet and still stuck in the hospital because I've started having seizures and difficulties staying awake. They do suspect it's cancer because it has tendrils growing from it. They think the reason I fell off the ladder and broke my arm before this was diagnosed was because of a small seizure.

Well I don't know ya but I rootin for ya and know a ton of others on here are behind ya to beat this. Don't let nothin put fear into you. You can beat this! Hell you gonna beat the livin shit outta this!!!! Don't let fear take over and make ya quit fightin. Quitting is never an option for the battle you may face. Keep ya head strong and busy. I got faith in ya to win. Please keep us posted.

Hey Punch, how ya doin? Just checkin on ya. Ya hear anymore news on what's goin on with ya? If ya don't mind, can ya please keep us updated?

Yeah, been a little busy talking to counselors most of the day. My biopsy results are kind of shitty, in short I have an incurable brain cancer with a best case scenario of 6 to 9 months if I get blasted with high doses of radiation 3x a week and chemotherapy every other day, frankly at this point I'd rather shoot myself in the head than deal with all that mess! Since I have no real family and no reason to give two craps I've decided to forgo treatment and shorten things as much as possible they figure three weeks before I go comatose and one week after that before I'm done. So tomorrow they are sending me home on hospice care to wait for the end. Sorry for the shit news guys.

Holy crap. You've been one of my favorites here for a couple of years. I don't want to lose you. I am so sorry. I wish... I have no words. I wish I could hug you. I am so sorry.

Ah I'm ok with it my life has sucked but I've had a decent one, at least I have at least two good weeks to make sure all my animals get decent homes and since a friend/ neighbor has already been taking care of them for me while I've been laying on my a** and he has a good farm local he can take most of them for me, plus he actually has family and staff I don't so he can easily absorb the remainder of my cows and chickens into his own groups as far as my property well he can have it too I'm not gonna need it. In my beliefs death isn't an end its just the beginning of another journey, my only regret is my parents out living me, and its not because we're a happy family or anything like that, I really wanted to take a huge taco bell dump on their graves!