Sure. Get your heart stomped on hard enough, let yourself get hurt badly enough and yes.
You realize that the things you've been subjected to, the things you've let yourself be subjected to, just aren't worth it.
I waited to reply because I realized I needed to think about it for a bit, rather than hit the cruise control for cool and climb up on my soap box.
Complain? ¯\_(ツ)_/ ¯
I know I talk about it a lot because it's what's on my mind. It's what I know. Bad luck? Maybe. But there's still two constant threads through it all and one is Me. Maybe it's me, maybe I'm not meant for it. *especially* after the last "serious" one.
The other is that in every single one, no matter how short or long term, no matter how serious or fickle... they all ended and I got hurt.
When that happens enough, most people start to have a tendency to shy away from what causes them the pain.
Right now, I find myself teetering on the precipice between longing for companionship and the fear of more rejection & pain and the balance is heavily weighted for solitude.
are you saying that you think women are meant to be a receptacle for your sperm then yes, 'you won't ever get a woman' and you will definitely never have a woman.
You realize that the things you've been subjected to, the things you've let yourself be subjected to, just aren't worth it.
Yeah... I do don't I?
I waited to reply because I realized I needed to think about it for a bit, rather than hit the cruise control for cool and climb up on my soap box.
Complain? ¯\_(ツ)_/ ¯
I know I talk about it a lot because it's what's on my mind. It's what I know. Bad luck? Maybe. But there's still two constant threads through it all and one is Me. Maybe it's me, maybe I'm not meant for it. *especially* after the last "serious" one.
The other is that in every single one, no matter how short or long term, no matter how serious or fickle... they all ended and I got hurt.
When that happens enough, most people start to have a tendency to shy away from what causes them the pain.
Right now, I find myself teetering on the precipice between longing for companionship and the fear of more rejection & pain and the balance is heavily weighted for solitude.
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But that doesn't mean I won't stop jerking off