''We were never in love but oh, God. We could have been''
He isnt my ex bf, nor my ex friend
He is my ex something
Something I just don't have the courage to find out
I met this guy online by coincidence just one week before I was gonna fly to australia for 5 months. It was magic - we had the same humour, we could talk about everything, we wrote each other, skyped, I was fascinated by his hobbies and he was fascinated by mine. We promised to wait for each other, he said he was gonna pick me up at the airport when I arrive back in germany. At the end of month three (it was clear that I was only gonna stay for 4 months now, no money) he just broke up. It was one more fucking month. We already made it through 3. Yeah well, that last month was hell for me, I was only crying and couldn't even enjoy the rest of my stay. Asshole. Two weeks later his facebook status was "in a relationship". Haha. Fuck you.
Story time:
While I worked in Hawaii for 6month, I made this great friend, I worked with. We just got along very well, had some crazy adventures, and would stay up to show each other music or look at the stars. The night our other friend left the island, he made a move and kissed me. Before that I never thought of him any other than a friend, but that night I realized how much he actually meant to me. How he understands me like no one else and how I've never been more myself then when with him. We made out, but that was it. Next morning, when I saw him, I got butterflies in my stomach. During break he asks me if we can talk after work. We talk. Fml. He has a girlfriend.
Fast forward to yesterday. Just found out that they're engaged now...
And here I am, still trying to get over that bastard.
*sighs dramatically*
No need to get over me, I'm still here
He isnt my ex bf, nor my ex friend
He is my ex something
Something I just don't have the courage to find out
While I worked in Hawaii for 6month, I made this great friend, I worked with. We just got along very well, had some crazy adventures, and would stay up to show each other music or look at the stars. The night our other friend left the island, he made a move and kissed me. Before that I never thought of him any other than a friend, but that night I realized how much he actually meant to me. How he understands me like no one else and how I've never been more myself then when with him. We made out, but that was it. Next morning, when I saw him, I got butterflies in my stomach. During break he asks me if we can talk after work. We talk. Fml. He has a girlfriend.
Fast forward to yesterday. Just found out that they're engaged now...
And here I am, still trying to get over that bastard.