Just read it

Yeah, and I regret getting involved with one early in my 20s and pissing away my youth instead of being young, having fun and partying.

It works both ways and the grass isn't always greener.

The grass is always greener.

the grass is grey

If you stand in the middle the grass looks the same

He didn't want it then and it could have turned out way worse than where he is at now. NO REGRETS